internal conflict

i have a friend that annoys me somuch and she exgrates a lot so i never know what is really going on . so i have to sit and sort out what she really means after she says it so yeah . then she is kinda of hypocritical so she really doesnt make any sense sometimes. but she come tell me this story about somethng someone said or did or something i said or whatever and like make it sound like a big deal so i'll like worry about it until i really find out what happend it's horrible really and i cant say anything beacuse the cycle will just repeat its self it is a fichouse cycle

the ideal mate

if i could geneticlly make my dream mate i would make him equally as intelligent. They would have all the usual intrests video games , movies , yucky stuff the usual. he would be really creative though not like just artistically but like in every way. he'd be athletic and funny. have to be funny that is like a no brainer. has to dress nice but not too nice...... he couldnt be a door mat either he has to able to stand uo for me and himself he would be about 5'7 -5'8 about 150-160 lbs dishwater blonde w/ watery blue eyes . lean athletic build muscel definition not too much though i dontlike meat heads. he would have a really all a round like able personality like he would never meet a stranger kind of thing which is cool. his name would
nathan cory dackshee ( white Caucashian) his pet peeves would be a dirty car and room. he'd bekind of methodacly too not ocd but likes things a certain way.

week 2 story of me life

me- Minka Kelly( the opossite of me)
Darci- Ashley Tisdale( i dont know shes blonde too)
Dad- Alan thicke/Bruce Jenner ( he looks like everyones dad)
Tab- Martina McBride ( my step mom does look kinda like her)

it would basicly be about my family like being the perfect most well balanced family like ever.
kinda like the brady bunch but w/ less kids. we would go on all of these adventures and like places were there would always be a like a moral to the story and it would like teach you the right things to do. yay right things!!

week 1 regret

someting i regret..... uhh well i regret being an idiot and crashing my first car. life would be a lot easire if hadn't i do like the car i have better but still i have to pay for a lot of things including my insurance , gas , phone bill, oil changes , ect. i have i had't been an idiot my second crash ( i hit a deer , i didnt do anything wrong that time) would have been more reasonable my insurance wouldnt be as high and i wouldnt have to compromise my social life for work. that really sucks b/c i have to work all the time i dont see much of my friends anymore . i cant really complain since this is my fault. life would be a lot easier now atleast.